I cant help it, i know i said i was laying off the lovey dovey stuff but i cant help it. he's not happy about it, infact he's refused to even have part in this journal but to hell with it.

This is directed to one person and one only and she knows who she is...

I miss you, alot.

it pisses him off that you're on my mind always but nothing will change the way i feel no mnatter how far apart we are. you're probably tired of this now, he tells me i shouldnt go on like this because you dont apreciate it, you might even find it embarassing, if so, just tell me to stop.

im sorry i left and moved somewhere else, you say that you understand but im not sure. theres not one minute that im here where im not wishng that i could be with you. theres still that part of me that aches in absence.

im just going shut up now, because you're probably rolling your eyes, or laughing, werll at least he thinks so.

well to round it up, im sorry to other people who were probbably expecting more of an interesting journal entry but i just had to write something about what was on my mind.

as always, i love you hayley, always will...